2003-02-12 - 11:57 a.m.
Well, it happened. A swift kick in the ass from my friend, the Universe. All the motivation I could want and more.
I got fired.
Well, not precisely fired. My boss is currently attempting to locate a position for me in Portland. If he succeeds, I will be transfered sometime in March. If he does not "we are going to have a different conversation". Which means I'm fired.
I don't really have the brain power to have feelings about this right now. I was is shock yesterday (which is when I found out) and panicked a bit. But then I went down to my dad's house and updated my resume six ways to Sunday and that helped me feel better. Then I went home and one of my lovely roommates explained to me the beauty of unemployment benefits and I felt even better. But beyond that I am in functional mode ... feeling will come later. Either that or late at night, like a cat, to knead on my heart and confidence.
But I'm going and I don't mean maybe. Can't stay, must go. If I say that enough maybe it will stop scaring me.
That's all for now.
Much love
M
